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[Jan. 8th, 2008.:.11:04 am] |
| [ | how ya feelin? |
| |  chipper | ] |
| [ | hott jams! |
| | i love u -- tila tequila!!! | ] |
i love my life.
seeing kate today. that should be fun. can't wait!!
i'm cold and hungry.
good thing the food i ordered is being shipped todayyy. so excited.
and i still don't have a job. i'm babysitting 3 days a week though. better then nothing.
so. i dyed my hair black yesterday. it's veryvery dark. crazy.
i dyed my hair black before. except it was brown black. so it wasn't as dark.
now it's blue black. except i don't really see any blue. maybe in the sun?
i wanna get like all the swimsuits from victoria's secret.
obviously never gonna happen if i don't get a real job..
i might apply to the murphy's in tebernacle.
how pathetic, i know. but vince and branden work there, so it would be fun.
saw erin the other day. and again. awesome.
and i saw rory for a split second. sweet.
i went out to lunch with laura the toerh day!
andd i saw jess!! this week is awesome.
i love seeing people that i dont see everyday. mm. |
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[Dec. 13th, 2007.:.01:04 pm] |
christmas is in 12 days.
i still don't have a job.
i applied to victoria's secret and macy's in moorestown.
i hope people don't plan on getting presents from me.
my life is pathetic.
everyday i clean my room and parts of the house.
then i take a shower and chad picks me up. we eat dinner. we hang out with people and get drunk.
then we go to bed. then he takes me home and the same thing happens all over again.
i see jess whenever she is free. and sometimes laura too. and when rory and erin come home, i'll see them.
hopefully i'll see kate mcl. and i wanna start hanging out with katy marren again.
but other then that, its basically the same thing over and over again. we have alot of fun though, i cant complain.
and i'm playing soccer tomorrow. thats totally exciting. even though i dont know the rules..
and i think next week we are going ice skating.
whatever, i'll be honest.. i love my life.
i applied to go to school at rizzieri on monday and i got accepted the next day!
i'm so excited! i start school in march. and i can't wait!
just talked to macy's. i have an interview. hell yea.
maybe i can go shopping, sweeeet.
somehow, as fucked up as my life can be.. it always works out. |
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[Nov. 28th, 2007.:.12:15 pm] |
christmas is in less then a month.
i haven't started shopping. because im totally brokeee.
i need a jobbb.
me and jess are going to victorias secret this week so she can get me a job.
hopefully that works out.
i dont know what im doing tonight.
i dont know if i had plans. i dont remember. |
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[Nov. 27th, 2007.:.01:09 pm] |
everyone needs to be happy. stop wasting your time being upsettt. pleasee.
lingerie party last friday.
me and chad were the only ones hahah
another party saturday.
me and chad were pong champs.
we have been having sleepovers every night for like 2 weeks haha
i have to sleep at home all week, cuz my mom isnt very happy haha
oh by the way, im moving back to medford.
thats why im still here.. instead of philly.
exboyfriend dramaaaa. totally unnecessary.
leave me aloneee.
friday was the game and that was fun.
got to see lots of people that i hadnt seen for a whilllle.
me and jess went to bobs on saturday.
so much fun. haha
bob and steve have crazy awesome parties.
i need to move my stuff back to jersey like this week. ughh. |
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[Nov. 14th, 2007.:.03:00 pm] |
| [ | hott jams! |
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so, i've been hanging out with this guy.
and 2 days after i broke up with matt.. he broke up with his girlfriend of 3 years.
and everything is working out perfectly for us.
our ex's are extremely unhappy.
i'm in medford right now but a few hours ago i got a call from matt saying that he is at my house in philly and he is taking all his stuff..
including my fucking bed. haha how wonderful.
so im gonna have to bring one of my beds from home, no big deal.
hahah wowww.
anywayss. i think its funny how things work out. but whatever.
i like where i'm at right now. like.. in life, not where i physically am. cuz to be honest, medford isn't very special.
howeverrr. i miss lots of people.
like people from high school and the delanco boys and a few people from college.
it would be nice to see everyone.
i don't wanna work at borders haha. it sucks. but whatever. i'll find a better job. |
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[Nov. 9th, 2007.:.01:18 pm] |
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so..
- i get my kitty in like a week.
- i got that job at borders.
- i broke up with my boyfriend of 6 months.
- i chopped all my hair off and cut myself bangs the other night, cuz i just felt like it.
- i get to se rory for the first time in 3 months!! omg in just a few hours!!!
- and.. i'm happy. so, i think thats pretty sweet. |
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[Oct. 27th, 2007.:.11:11 pm] |
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drinking sparks plus is yummy. but i have mixed feelings about it.
i want my kitty. im gonna be like the anti-paris hilton and bring my kitty everywhere.
a party with 9 people isn't really a party. it's a get-together. more people are coming. or maybe im just trying to convince myself. |
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[Oct. 20th, 2007.:.04:10 pm] |
i saw my little babyyyy thursday night!! omg cutest little thing in the world!!!
.. I'M GETTTING A KITTYYYY!!!
justins giving it to me. omg its so tiny and cute and gray omg.
justin broke his foot and severely sprained his ankle. way to go. that boy cannot stay outta trouble.
so me and matt visited him thursday and got to see the kittys! it was cute.
i got accepted into jean madeline and im going there on tuesday to enroll.
and i have an interview at borders on tuesday. busy day.
my life is getting back on track. finally. |
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[Oct. 11th, 2007.:.11:18 am] |
so update on life..
i still dont have a picture of my tattoos even though i got them like 5 months ago.
i'm getting a piercing today. maybe take a picture of that..eventually.
i dont even know where my camera cord is.
also, i dyed my hair red.
got hit by a car and sent to the hospital.
dropped outta college.
obviously i'm doing absolutely fantastic. =)
visit meee! |
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[Jul. 9th, 2007.:.01:42 pm] |
we got another roommate yesterday!
things are fantasticcc.
i haven't really seen anyone since senior week. :(
my life has basically been hanging out with matt and jess and clipper.
and going back and forth from philly to medford.
work in medford is a bummer. i need a new job.. in philly.
i loveee my house in philly.
roommates are fun.
we need at least one more, preferably 2.
my best friend jess is interested!!
that would be totally fun, but shes not sure yet.
my room is huge and yellow!
i have a bed and 2 futons and its wonderfullll.
come visit meee. |
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[May. 22nd, 2007.:.08:28 pm] |
im 18.
saturday night was silly.
matt came over while i got ready then we finally left at like 10.
went to palmyra for nics party. saw soo many people. my sisterrr.
matt left and katy picked me up.
partyyy. with english dudes in a band called the lightyears. (check them out on myspace!!)
and their sound guy danny.
they were so funny it was great.
we taught them pong and flip cup.
drank red katys and did g-k york shots. i love our inventions<33.
i danced like i do when i get silly.
birthday bowl!! at 5am haha lovelyy.
they didnt know how to use a bowl haha it was so funny.
it was perfeccct.
first part of the day was good. slept til 1 then ate more cake at katys.
middle part of the day was pretty sucky. saw mollie which was nice.
and kate mcl for like negative 2.5 seconds.
last part was perfectt. matt picked me up.
he bought me flowers and took me out to dinner. it was cute as hell.
last night me and matt watched stranger than fiction and it was amazinggg. |
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[May. 19th, 2007.:.04:36 pm] |
so lets see.
my hair is hot pink.
thats cool i guess. and weird, but whatever.
prom was great.
and super cute.
me and matt were the weirdest couple at prom. hahah perrrfect.
im 18 tomorrow!! yeaaa. |
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[May. 16th, 2007.:.08:33 pm] |
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omg
life is so intense.
my mom is really stressing me out.
i dont think she realized that i dont care what people think of me.
she wants me to be some cookie cutter perfect girl.
just let me live.
matthew is absolutely fantastic.
yesterday we just chilled for hourss. and we tye-dyed.
lovelyy.
prom tomorrow. im not tan.
i have no purse.
i have no bra.
and my plans are falling through.
this is silly. |
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[May. 4th, 2007.:.05:21 pm] |
my best friend from my grade school in new york just added me on facebook.
i haven't seen or spoken to her since 3rd grade.
when i saw the email from face that said "jasmine nsubuga has added you as a friend" i freaked out.
thats seriously so weird how you can find people on myspace and facebook like that.
damn crazzzy shit. |
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[May. 2nd, 2007.:.08:45 pm] |
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i've had 4 phones since september.
thats disgusting.
i almost broke my nose cuz i fell into a tree.
sillllly.
justin let me drive his car on friday after work.
goin 80 down atsion. haha he was so scared he held onto the wheel the whole time.
but i was actually not bad. except the speeding issue.
i lost my pretty pink razr.
got a new shitty phone.
got a new pretty phone.
all within a week and a half.
wow back and forth like its nobodies businesss.
attitude. i havent been monitoring the things that come out of my mouth lately.
straight honest truth and im sorry if it comes out bitchy.
but that really only happened with one person. and im not friends with him.
but i still feel bad.
i have a prom date. i dont know what to write on that stupid card though.
name: matt kenny
school: well he just got expelled so currently he just goes to drug rehab.
yea, that would go over well.
whatev, ill deal with that when i have to. not now.
i got my dress. and i like it. i feel like a mermaid.
i think ill get extensions.
margarita partyy. lovely.
my limo is absolutely random. and i love it to bits.
i must admit this bubblegum is poppin.
i saw blades of glory twice and it was amazingggg. i would see it again. who wants to gooo?
anyways. i love life. and my new phone. its lovely.
my new favorite color is white.
even though its a total lack of color. its just so simple and pure.
i still love pink though.
im rambling like crazy.
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[Apr. 10th, 2007.:.04:49 pm] |
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i said i wanted to do these things over spring break.
- get wasted every night.
- get tan.
- go somewhere.
- finish my college applications. (essays)
- see my sister and my friends.
- clean my room.
- find a prom everything. dress, date, shoes, etc.
- see my dad.
have i done any of these things?
- i haven't gotten wasted any night. last night i drank a little bit. thats all.
- im still pale as a ghost.
- i haven't left the state besides goin to philly for a college interview.
- i still need to do my essays. but i did hand in an application.
- saw my sister for like a half hour. and ive seen a few of my friends.
- haven't gone near my room.
- haven't even begun the whole prom deal.
- and i have yet to see my father.
clearly spring break hasn't been anything special for me. buhhh.
i better make the rest of this week fun. and make up for the fun i didnt have last week.
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[Apr. 4th, 2007.:.08:30 pm] |
what if i had a thing on the side?
made ya cry?
would the rules change up?
or would they still apply?
if i played you like a toy?
sometimes i wish i could act like a boy.
i guess ill start typing my research paper now. |
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[Apr. 3rd, 2007.:.07:33 pm] |
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hmm. not entirely sure whats going on.
over spring break i want to: (in no particular order)
- get wasted every night.
- get tan.
- go somewhere.
- finish my college applications. (essays)
- see my sister and my friends.
- clean my room.
- find a prom everything. dress, date, shoes, etc.
- see my dad.
yesterday i sat in a bar for 4 hours writing part of my research paper. got like half of it done too.
but im finding lotsss of difficulty writing the other half now. buhh. |
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[Mar. 28th, 2007.:.11:29 pm] |
i have respect issues.
i know this.
we all know this. |
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[Mar. 27th, 2007.:.04:54 pm] |
and that is a false statement.
mad people are asking when we can hang out and im just like uhhh spring break? hah ill be so busyy, fantasticcc.
nothing i say can justify it, but its not my fault the way i feel.
then again, if people didnt believe rumors, there would be no issue.
or, i guess, a much smaller issue.
not a good day. |
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| QUACK! |
[Mar. 26th, 2007.:.05:20 pm] |
| [ | how ya feelin? |
| |  fantastic | ] |
| [ | hott jams! |
| | kanye west -- the new workout plan | ] |
teen runaway, youth depraved, grows tipsy off wine.
but baby makes a sweet embrace, a gift so very hard to find.
you can't go home high, not tonight.
not that anything bad is happening
but i want something good to happen.
i dont know what. or with who. just something.
hah, good things are happening all the time though.
i guess im just expecting too much from life right now.
maybe im looking for something fantasticcc, i dont know.
now that i changed my mind, its always around.
whats with that? honestlyyy. hahah that would happen to me.
YOU ALWAYS WANT WHAT YOU CAN'T HAVE.
true statement.
whateverrrr, life is good.
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[Mar. 22nd, 2007.:.09:39 pm] |
lots of things have changed.
and i think thats fantastic.
hopefully, no matter what happens, ill be happy.
sometimes i say things, and they come out totally wrong.
then im just like omg did i really just say that?
so then i try to get it right and say it how i meant to and i make it even worse.
i should really learn how to word things so they come out correctly.
i just get flustered sometimes i guess. |
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[Mar. 9th, 2007.:.09:32 pm] |
sunday: i was still grounded.
monday: no school. laura picked me up. we got food. then our paychecks. cashed them and then went shopping. horrible experiance.. cuz i spent most of my money. then we picked up her brother from practice, dropped him off and went shopping again. spent the rest of my money.
tuesday: school. cashed my tax money and went shopping with my mother and spent all of that money.
wednesday: school. babysitting. i had to play in the snow. and it was cold. me and laura went to the gym and then got food.
thursdsday: school. meeting with ms. perry. home. food shopping with mother. dinner.
today: school. rory got a job. started packing for florida. trying to finsh that up now.
tomorrow: sats. booo. then i have to go to my grandparents house. and then work. fun day.
sunday i have work and then the stupiddd luggage check/waste of my lifeee. |
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[Mar. 4th, 2007.:.09:20 pm] |
monday: school. babysit.
tuesday: no school. lunch and shopping with laura.
wednesday: school. babysit.
thursday: school. basketball game. i was SO heated and lost my voice. it was crazy. we lost even though the other team wasnt that good. we should have won. the refs were horrrrrible. they lost the game for us.
friday: school. cleaned my room halfway. partyyy at jaimes. chris is attached to me hahaha he followed me around all night. buhh. he left and then cops came. lovelyy. not even getting into thatt.
but yeaa, now im grounded. perfecct.
saturday: work.
i made dinner last night and tonight.
trying to talk to my mother more.
"i hate to say it, but you're smarter than ------"
hahah at least i know its true now. |
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[Mar. 4th, 2007.:.01:58 pm] |
obnoxious much? i changed my colors of my journal and they hurt my eyes alot.
mehh, things are okay.
friday night was crazzzy. cops love me.
home at 4 am was a bad idea, i wasnt allowed out last night.
probly not tonight either.. |
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[Feb. 28th, 2007.:.08:15 pm] |
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no one can predict the future, so what's the point of fearing it? |
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[Feb. 26th, 2007.:.06:20 pm] |
i can usually stay chill and not worry about things and be pretty nonchalant.
i mean sometimes im a little nervous about things, but not too bad.
but today, i went crazy.
if i didnt have erin and kate mcl, i dont know what i would have done.
i just completely lost it.
i thought i was going to pass out today.
ive been real shaky and my heads been real fuzzy.
just cant think straight.
buhh.
im real cold.
i want to blast my music.
and.. clean my room a little. weird, i know. |
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[Feb. 25th, 2007.:.09:10 pm] |
you probly dont want to read this. its about what i did recently, its dumb. but ill never remember if i dont do this.
last weekend me and jess went to a movie on thursday. we saw music and lyrics and it was really good.
friday i didnt do anything.
saturday i had work. laura came home with me and sleptover since her car was busted. we drank the goose hahaha.
sunday i had work. then went to katy marrens house. we pregamed for 6 hours. made jello shots, played pong with mike's hard cranberry lemonade. and did the cha cha slide. then we went to matt albasi's.
monday we watched a movie. the illusionist. then we drove around, ate food then drove me home.
tuesday, rv game. waited for 2 hours for tickets. we lost. boo.
wednesday, babysitting.
thursday, delran game, we won.
friday, work then me and melissa went to the hockey game v. cinnaminson. even though she goes to rv. but we saw zak! then we went to melissas. drank that bottle of wine. we're classy. her dad got a new car so we went outside when he got home "take it for a spin girls" haha that was so much fun. top down even though it was chilly. came back, then she took me home.
saturday, florence game, we won. chilled with rory. then chilled with boy. then went to work.
today i sat around doing nothingg. it was very boring.
i dont want to have school, but i do at the same time.
cuz then mike can give me his charger since mine is broke, and his phone is broke. yeaa, cuz its dying again.
but i dont want school cuz i hate school, okay predicament.
then again, my life is a giant predicament. |
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[Feb. 25th, 2007.:.06:01 pm] |
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it's never gonna be.
it's sad but i agree.
i havent had a real entry in a while.
and im not going to start now.
it wasn't an accident. and he was right.
we'll see about that, its likely to change.
mm, 2 quotes today.
they say
river's gonna run through,
work is gonna save you,
pray and you will pull through,
suck a dick'll help you,
don't let 'em get to you,
if he's got one, you've got two,
backstab your crew,
sell it out to sell you. |
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[Feb. 22nd, 2007.:.08:49 pm] |
I got this icebox where my heart used to be.
i honestly believe that im cold hearted.
i always do this thing where i like a guy for a while, then i lose interest, think i like someone else, then when i realize i like the first guy, its too late. so then i lose interest again, but then i have a chance, but i dont realize or i fuck up again.
i just cant figure it out. i'm dumb, i wish it was easier.
but.. guess whos talking to me again...
.. spencer. random? id say so.
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[Feb. 19th, 2007.:.07:54 pm] |
today i was called :
1. a rubber neck.
2. white trash.
3. thunder thighs
4. a stereo typical average holy cross broad with no distinguishing features whatsoever.
THANKS.
i like being there for my best friend.
and standing up for her.
being called those names was worth it.
because i know im better than that.
LAME. |
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[Feb. 19th, 2007.:.04:47 pm] |
Alright so he's not a regular rat, or even a super rat. He's a scared little mouse, that's all.
you make me want to match my socks, and wear my hair down.
you almost lost my attention, but you grabbed it right back.
i don't know about things, i'm too indecisive. |
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[Feb. 14th, 2007.:.06:52 pm] |
yesterday i had work. sally got in an accident on the way there.
and busted up her new car after totaling the last one.
i feel really bad for her, cuz she hasnt even had her liscense for a year.
today, i spent my day off doing college applications and sleeping.
sleeping went well, and the applications were okay.
i just have to do the essays. i'll get to it, don't know when though.
now that we didnt have school today, i dont know if theres any homework due tomorrow.
thanks to my lost agenda. soo.. do i have any homework?
i think there's religion homework..? ughh. |
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[Feb. 13th, 2007.:.09:28 pm] |
happy valentine's day.
i love everyone.
yeaa. |
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[Feb. 13th, 2007.:.06:57 pm] |
only things on my mind:
1. i want to lose 3 pounds.
2. mollycoddle died last night.
not having school could be good a thing, but it could also be bad.
valentine's day. i have no real valentine.
i got out of working though, thats nice...but i still have to babysit.
i'm really happy, but i dont feel good cuz it feels like someone is jabbing a knife into my tummy.
everything good that happens, comes with something bad. and i think thats really lame.
i like talking to old friends. its nice to catch up and stuff.
maybe we could be friends again, that would be nice.
everyone needs to cheer up. |
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[Feb. 12th, 2007.:.06:56 pm] |
friday. school. kate's house. my house. basketball game. we met up with hannah, lauren, linds and some dude.
then dinner. laura met me as they all left. jess invited me to jamies party so we went. bonfire. lovelyy. wrecked.
home around 2.
saturday. work. home. philly. play. mollie and chris came home. they met mollycoddle. she smells.
sunday. brunch. saw chef dave!! hes coming back to work with me next week! im so excited. then i went to work. then me and jess got dinner.
today. school. borrrring. had some fun parts though.
i love my random bursts of laughter. i love life, thats good, right?
i want to lose 3 pounds. |
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[Feb. 7th, 2007.:.09:03 pm] |
so, i dont know what i want to do with my life anymore.
i went to visit 2 colleges on saturday and am seriously considering the college thing now.
whatever i do, i want to live in philly.
whether its beauty school, or college, philly is where my schooling and living will take place.
so now its justtt.. jean madeline, art anstitute, or walnut hill?
i have it narrowed down a lot. but they are 3 totally different things.
cosmetology, fashion marketing, or hotel & restaurant management.
decisions, decisions.
any advice? id love to hear your opinion.
today after babysitting, me and jess got dinner.
we went to rustic and it was so funny.
garrette is the besttt. too bad hes never my waiter.
she just dropped me off. and now im bored.
molly's full name is mollycoddle. just so you know.
andd. i get to see the real mollie again this weekend.
3 weekends in a row. im crazzy exciteddd. |
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[Feb. 6th, 2007.:.06:55 pm] |
i always get myself into the worst situations.
i need to just breathe when something goes wrong.
im a chill person, but i dont know.
the past couple monthes i havent been thinking.
i been pushing my mom past her limits.
i want myself out of this nonsense drama, please.
last night: shopping with laura.
I BOUGHT A BLACK MOLLY FISH.
AND NAMED HER MOLLIE!!!!
AND I LOVE HER SO MUCH!
EVERYONE SHOULD LOVE HER CUZ
SHES SO RAD AND I LOVE HER TO BITSSS!
and laura got a betta fish and i think his name should
be betty but laura didnt want to cuz its a dude not a girl.
so i said bartholomew and she said no.
so i said barnibus and she STILL said no.
so i said barney. and she agreed.
so her betta fish is barney.
but i shall call him barnibus. perrrrfecct.
yea SO. i dont know. im boredd. loserr. |
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[Feb. 5th, 2007.:.10:56 pm] |
people, stop talkin shit!
last night i was so freaking happy.
then today, it just got ruuuined.
tryin to stay positive. but its hard when people tell me horrible things every 2 seconds.
buhh. i dont know who to believe.
and you shouldn't believe anything either, unless you heard it from me.
cuz im pretty sure nobody knows the entire truth.
except a very few select people.
just leave it all alone. |
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[Feb. 4th, 2007.:.10:36 pm] |
life right now, is perfect.
i just hung out with the boy.
hes going to be away for 4 or 5 days this week.
by then, things will have blown over.
everything is okay.
and i love life.
god wants this to happen.
today i worked. it was lame. i left my phone at home.
me and jess had some good talks.
tuesdayyyy!! hah
i stole a huge thing of brownies from work.
then i went home and changed. noticed that the boy called.
me and laura went to pjs.
sara grande was our waitress. weirdd.
then we went to the boys house.
watched the game, then left.
last night i went to dunkin donuts with my mom.
the dude loved us and gave us sooo many donuts. and coffee and hot chocolate. and only charged us 89 cents. i was like wordddd.
this weekend had its ups and downs.
it ended perfectly. |
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[Feb. 3rd, 2007.:.10:37 pm] |
you know when everything seems to be going really well?
and you are getting along real good with your parents and friends,
and your doing kinda okay in school,
and then, you just kinda fuck it all up?
well.. i think thats what i did.
so, the school aspect is looking up.
parents aren't so bad, but i kinda took a 'tude with my mom, i think she forgot, cuz we're okay now.
and most of my friends are fine.
but i definately fucked something up.
i feel it.
i just dont know whats going to happen monday at school.
sometimes, i have bad ideas.
sometimes, it doesnt even happen on purpose.. it just happens.
and then you're like, "oh fuck did i really just do that?"
i vote no more getting obliterated when im upset.
the things that happened.. i didnt stop them, cuz they were making me happy.
i dont like people to know really personal things about me.
its not that im shady, i am just a private person i guess.
i never do things like i did the other night.
and not only did it just happen, people know.
i just want monday to come, and everything will be okay.
i want things to be good with the boy. not like this weekend.
like last weekend, and the beginning of the week.
buhh, fuck this. im goin to bed, i barely slept all weekend and i have work tomorrow. |
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[Jan. 31st, 2007.:.08:50 pm] |
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tuesday. school. sat around til 5 haha. the heater by the big stairs is my home. kate mcl picked me up. we got sushi and ate it in her car. obviously we are classy. then to tori's. and then the basketball game.
today. school. i got no real hugs from him today. :-/ but i got a "hey beautiful" so i guess that will do.
other than thattt. school was lame and pointless.
then babysitting. brendan hit me in the face by accident.
it WAS really cute cuz he jumped up in my arms and gave me a cute little hug and he wrapped his legs around me. thennn he wanted to do it again when i put him down, and he jumps up and his hand goes flying straight to my face.
sweet scratch on my cheek. haha i got beat up by a 6 year old. perfeccct.
i like being nice. i like it when people are nice to me.
nice is nice. i like nice. nice is just so... nice.
it just is. and i like it.
yea, that made perfect sense.
i dont like wasting my time.. on certain things. |
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[Jan. 29th, 2007.:.04:50 pm] |
friday i worked at 9:30 in the morning. buhhh. i got myself ungrounded cuz im amazing. went to medport with katy. then i drove around with laura and went to her house and watched hogan knows best.
saturday. work at 10:30. done at 5. kate mcl picked me up. her house to get ready. then she dropped me off. it was fun, and cute. we talked alot, which i liked. then kate picked me up and then me, her and tori went to my sisters house for her party. it was really funny. yea.
kyle and colin showed up!! at 5 in the morning so i smoked with them, and then they left at 6. i went to bed around 7.
sunday. woke up at 9:30. sat around for a while. got ready, walked to 30th with chris and mollie. and we took the train to my grandparents. ate food and then my dad took me home.
today. school. it wasnt awkward! then no babysitting. anchorman. |
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[Jan. 25th, 2007.:.08:50 pm] |
monday. school. talked to lauras brother for an hour and a half. then myth exam.
lunch with rory, then babysitting.
tuesday. missed my geoscience exam. so i took it the next period.
then finished my painting. then kate picked me up and we got lunch and chillllled.
wednesday. english exam. religion exam. art room for extra credit.
then lunch with rory. then babysitting.
today. business exam. art exam. lunch with erin. shopping with erin. madd crazy fun.
soo. now i have his number and im supposed to call tonight.
we'll see if that actually happens..
actually, i just decided to text him. there. so i halfway did it.
mmm, time to go watch anchorman. k bye! |
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[Jan. 21st, 2007.:.05:35 pm] |
fridayy. school was a little exciting. classes were boring obviously. but other then that, exciting.
then i had workk. buhh.
saturday. sat on the couch basically all day then went to work.
me and laura went to scotts for a partyy. got there around 11:30.
some dude [joey fucking wallen] kept telling me how cute i was and how pretty my eyes were. he was absolutely obliterated.
scott was all over everyyyy girl there. he kissed me goodbye haha.
everyone was soo drunk.
laura took me home around 1.
todayy. work. now im home. about to go make some squash and zucchini and fake meat. nothin betterr!! |
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[Jan. 18th, 2007.:.10:34 pm] |
today school was not so nice. i got there super duper late. mid-1st period. missed my guidance appointment. and got a detention. all in one period. buhh.
homeroom was amazing for the first time ever though.
myth was niice. piratess.
geoscience, fuck you. im totally failing. i got a 48 on the test from yesterday, great.
lunch. luunch.
english, test!! lameee.
religion, test!! i think i did okayy.
business, test!! penny is crazy.
art, almost done my painting. its nuts, obnoxious, and you totally wouldnt guess i was the artist.
after school i made up the business test i missed last week. penny is still crazy.
then i made up the english test i missed last week. faileddd. all i wrote on the essay sheet was my name. thats a great start. and for the rest i spelled out words on the scantron. dad. dab. bac. cab. cade. dade. ace. bace. bad. it was a good time.
kate mcl picked me up.
and then we went to her house.
and then wegmans for sushi. saw tyler! haha
and then the hc v. delran bball game.
and then holiday for ice cream.
and then jesse's for a homework party. didnt last very long.
and then tyler came over and kate took me home and tyler tagged along.
and then and then and then and then and then.
i feel like the chinese lady from dude wheres my car.
lovelovelove that movie. havent watched it in like a week. buhh. |
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[Jan. 17th, 2007.:.05:58 pm] |
im waiting for laura to come get me. we're going to medport cuz my parents are out.
i had 2 tests today. art and geoscience. totally aced art. geoscience sucks, im totally failing. lame!!
i have 5 tests tomorrow. 2 of them are make-ups. so i have 2 business tests and 2 english tests lameee. and religion.
this weekend was mostly pretty lame.
sunday was perrys going away party. i got there super late but whatever. then we went to medport.
monday was new york. visiting my aunt and uncle and shopping.
tuesday was school then work.
today i had school then babysitting. i was supposed to stay til 9 but then they only needed my til 5.
im considering making my lj private. cuz its mostly for my use anyways. if i dont do this then i forget cuz i have the worst memory ever. i dont know. i guess if you dont want to read this you can delete me off your friends. i wont be offended. my lj is very selfish.
i miss katy. bronchitis is lameee.
me and kate mcl are hanging out tomorrow!
i wish i wasnt still grounded. my mom is letting me do some things though. like tomorrow and for perrys going away. but really ive been superrr bored. buhh, later. |
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[Jan. 14th, 2007.:.01:17 pm] |
didnt go to school wednesday. went to the doctor.
didnt go to school thursday. jason came over.
went to school friday. buhhh. after i hung out with kate mcl.
and shoppingg was nice. then she took me home.
then dinner with mom and sharp. it was nice.
homeee, bad headache, bedtimee.
yesterday i went to trader joes with my mom and sharp.
then came home and ate my sushi.
and went to work. boringg. then home.
talked to justin for an hour. back to normal, thank god.
he still isnt himself like 100%. hes like 70% there though. baby stepss.
today i baked chocolate cupcakes and yellow cupcakes.
i have to frost them. im making caramel whip frosting for the chocolate.
and cranberry for the yellow. yummyyy. |
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[Jan. 9th, 2007.:.09:51 pm] |
no school today. and i vote no school tomorrow.
being home and sick is lame. and boring.
but if i went to school i would kill myself.
i think thursday jason is picking me up from school.
since i cant go out, ive decided he can come over.
mostly cuz my mom is in love with him.
and i havent seen him in forever.
before we come home though, we are totally stopping for soup.
friday im going to dinner with my mom and sharp.
cuz i dont have work.
it will be nice i guess.
whatfuckingever.
im gonna go have some mango sorbet. |
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[Jan. 8th, 2007.:.07:11 pm] |
i quit smoking again on friday. by the way.
mostly because it will be a tease just smoking at work and not being able to smoke all the time.
since i obviously cant smoke at home.
but hey, it will be good for me and my body.
mostly cuz my skin is sucking and im sick.
so. i dont think ill actually be grounded until i move out.
lets get serious, this is my mom we're talking about.
and we've been getting along really good.
mostly cuz im sucking up to her a lot.
but if i just do it all the time, she will actually like me.
crazy, i know.
school, buhh.
babysitting, what a joke. half the time we just watch tv. the other half is playing tag and eating.
today it was watching sabrina the teenage witch the whole time. |
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