Princess Pink

pinkprincess_xo @ 2008-01-08T11:04:00

2008-01-08T16:23:11Z

i love my life.

seeing kate today. that should be fun. can't wait!!

i'm cold and hungry.
good thing the food i ordered is being shipped todayyy. so excited.

and i still don't have a job. i'm babysitting 3 days a week though. better then nothing.

so. i dyed my hair black yesterday. it's veryvery dark. crazy.
i dyed my hair black before. except it was brown black. so it wasn't as dark.
now it's blue black. except i don't really see any blue. maybe in the sun?

i wanna get like all the swimsuits from victoria's secret.
obviously never gonna happen if i don't get a real job..

i might apply to the murphy's in tebernacle.
how pathetic, i know. but vince and branden work there, so it would be fun.

saw erin the other day. and again. awesome.
and i saw rory for a split second. sweet.
i went out to lunch with laura the toerh day!
andd i saw jess!! this week is awesome.
i love seeing people that i dont see everyday. mm.

pinkprincess_xo @ 2007-12-13T13:04:00

2007-12-13T19:17:38Z

christmas is in 12 days.
i still don't have a job.
i applied to victoria's secret and macy's in moorestown.
i hope people don't plan on getting presents from me.
my life is pathetic.

everyday i clean my room and parts of the house.
then i take a shower and chad picks me up. we eat dinner. we hang out with people and get drunk.
then we go to bed. then he takes me home and the same thing happens all over again.
i see jess whenever she is free. and sometimes laura too. and when rory and erin come home, i'll see them.
hopefully i'll see kate mcl. and i wanna start hanging out with katy marren again.
but other then that, its basically the same thing over and over again. we have alot of fun though, i cant complain.
and i'm playing soccer tomorrow. thats totally exciting. even though i dont know the rules..
and i think next week we are going ice skating.

whatever, i'll be honest.. i love my life.

i applied to go to school at rizzieri on monday and i got accepted the next day!
i'm so excited! i start school in march. and i can't wait!

just talked to macy's. i have an interview. hell yea.
maybe i can go shopping, sweeeet.

somehow, as fucked up as my life can be.. it always works out.

pinkprincess_xo @ 2007-11-28T12:15:00

2007-11-28T17:45:24Z

christmas is in less then a month.
i haven't started shopping. because im totally brokeee.
i need a jobbb.

me and jess are going to victorias secret this week so she can get me a job.
hopefully that works out.

i dont know what im doing tonight.
i dont know if i had plans. i dont remember.

pinkprincess_xo @ 2007-11-27T13:09:00

2007-11-27T18:34:18Z

everyone needs to be happy. stop wasting your time being upsettt. pleasee.

lingerie party last friday.
me and chad were the only ones hahah
another party saturday.
me and chad were pong champs.
we have been having sleepovers every night for like 2 weeks haha
i have to sleep at home all week, cuz my mom isnt very happy haha
oh by the way, im moving back to medford.
thats why im still here.. instead of philly.

exboyfriend dramaaaa. totally unnecessary.
leave me aloneee.

friday was the game and that was fun.
got to see lots of people that i hadnt seen for a whilllle.
me and jess went to bobs on saturday.
so much fun. haha
bob and steve have crazy awesome parties.

i need to move my stuff back to jersey like this week. ughh.

pinkprincess_xo @ 2007-11-14T15:00:00

2007-11-14T20:09:54Z

so, i've been hanging out with this guy.
and 2 days after i broke up with matt.. he broke up with his girlfriend of 3 years.
and everything is working out perfectly for us.
our ex's are extremely unhappy.

i'm in medford right now but a few hours ago i got a call from matt saying that he is at my house in philly and he is taking all his stuff..
including my fucking bed. haha how wonderful.
so im gonna have to bring one of my beds from home, no big deal.
hahah wowww.

anywayss. i think its funny how things work out. but whatever.
i like where i'm at right now. like.. in life, not where i physically am. cuz to be honest, medford isn't very special.

howeverrr. i miss lots of people.
like people from high school and the delanco boys and a few people from college.
it would be nice to see everyone.

i don't wanna work at borders haha. it sucks. but whatever. i'll find a better job.

pinkprincess_xo @ 2007-11-09T13:18:00

2007-11-09T18:23:00Z

so..

- i get my kitty in like a week.
- i got that job at borders.
- i broke up with my boyfriend of 6 months.
- i chopped all my hair off and cut myself bangs the other night, cuz i just felt like it.
- i get to se rory for the first time in 3 months!! omg in just a few hours!!!
- and.. i'm happy. so, i think thats pretty sweet.

pinkprincess_xo @ 2007-10-27T23:11:00

2007-10-28T03:17:39Z

drinking sparks plus is yummy. but i have mixed feelings about it.

i want my kitty. im gonna be like the anti-paris hilton and bring my kitty everywhere.

a party with 9 people isn't really a party. it's a get-together. more people are coming. or maybe im just trying to convince myself.

pinkprincess_xo @ 2007-10-20T16:10:00

2007-10-20T20:18:33Z

i saw my little babyyyy thursday night!! omg cutest little thing in the world!!!
.. I'M GETTTING A KITTYYYY!!!
justins giving it to me. omg its so tiny and cute and gray omg.

justin broke his foot and severely sprained his ankle. way to go. that boy cannot stay outta trouble.
so me and matt visited him thursday and got to see the kittys! it was cute.

i got accepted into jean madeline and im going there on tuesday to enroll.

and i have an interview at borders on tuesday. busy day.

my life is getting back on track. finally.

pinkprincess_xo @ 2007-10-11T11:18:00

2007-10-11T15:23:49Z

so update on life..

i still dont have a picture of my tattoos even though i got them like 5 months ago.

i'm getting a piercing today. maybe take a picture of that..eventually.

i dont even know where my camera cord is.

also, i dyed my hair red.

got hit by a car and sent to the hospital.

dropped outta college.

obviously i'm doing absolutely fantastic. =)

visit meee!

pinkprincess_xo @ 2007-07-09T13:42:00

2007-07-09T17:55:17Z

we got another roommate yesterday!

things are fantasticcc.

i haven't really seen anyone since senior week. :(

my life has basically been hanging out with matt and jess and clipper.
and going back and forth from philly to medford.
work in medford is a bummer. i need a new job.. in philly.

i loveee my house in philly.
roommates are fun.
we need at least one more, preferably 2.

my best friend jess is interested!!
that would be totally fun, but shes not sure yet.

my room is huge and yellow!
i have a bed and 2 futons and its wonderfullll.

come visit meee.

pinkprincess_xo @ 2007-05-22T20:28:00

2007-05-23T00:51:23Z

im 18.

saturday night was silly.
matt came over while i got ready then we finally left at like 10.
went to palmyra for nics party. saw soo many people. my sisterrr.
matt left and katy picked me up.
partyyy. with english dudes in a band called the lightyears. (check them out on myspace!!)
and their sound guy danny.
they were so funny it was great.
we taught them pong and flip cup.
drank red katys and did g-k york shots. i love our inventions<33.
i danced like i do when i get silly.
birthday bowl!! at 5am haha lovelyy.
they didnt know how to use a bowl haha it was so funny.
it was perfeccct.

first part of the day was good. slept til 1 then ate more cake at katys.
middle part of the day was pretty sucky. saw mollie which was nice.
and kate mcl for like negative 2.5 seconds.
last part was perfectt. matt picked me up.
he bought me flowers and took me out to dinner. it was cute as hell.

last night me and matt watched stranger than fiction and it was amazinggg.

pinkprincess_xo @ 2007-05-19T16:36:00

2007-05-19T21:00:57Z

so lets see.

my hair is hot pink.
thats cool i guess. and weird, but whatever.

prom was great.
and super cute.
me and matt were the weirdest couple at prom. hahah perrrfect.

im 18 tomorrow!! yeaaa.

pinkprincess_xo @ 2007-05-16T20:33:00

2007-05-17T00:39:17Z

omg

life is so intense.

my mom is really stressing me out.
i dont think she realized that i dont care what people think of me.
she wants me to be some cookie cutter perfect girl.
just let me live.

matthew is absolutely fantastic.
yesterday we just chilled for hourss. and we tye-dyed.
lovelyy.

prom tomorrow. im not tan.
i have no purse.
i have no bra.
and my plans are falling through.
this is silly.

pinkprincess_xo @ 2007-05-04T17:21:00

2007-05-04T21:29:08Z

my best friend from my grade school in new york just added me on facebook.
i haven't seen or spoken to her since 3rd grade.
when i saw the email from face that said "jasmine nsubuga has added you as a friend" i freaked out.
thats seriously so weird how you can find people on myspace and facebook like that.
damn crazzzy shit.

pinkprincess_xo @ 2007-05-02T20:45:00

2007-05-03T02:00:40Z

i've had 4 phones since september.

thats disgusting.

i almost broke my nose cuz i fell into a tree.

sillllly.

justin let me drive his car on friday after work.
goin 80 down atsion. haha he was so scared he held onto the wheel the whole time.
but i was actually not bad. except the speeding issue.

i lost my pretty pink razr.
got a new shitty phone.
got a new pretty phone.
all within a week and a half.

wow back and forth like its nobodies businesss.

attitude. i havent been monitoring the things that come out of my mouth lately.
straight honest truth and im sorry if it comes out bitchy.
but that really only happened with one person. and im not friends with him.
but i still feel bad.

i have a prom date. i dont know what to write on that stupid card though.
name: matt kenny
school: well he just got expelled so currently he just goes to drug rehab.
yea, that would go over well.
whatev, ill deal with that when i have to. not now.

i got my dress. and i like it. i feel like a mermaid.
i think ill get extensions.

margarita partyy. lovely.

my limo is absolutely random. and i love it to bits.

i must admit this bubblegum is poppin.

i saw blades of glory twice and it was amazingggg. i would see it again. who wants to gooo?

anyways. i love life. and my new phone. its lovely.

my new favorite color is white.
even though its a total lack of color. its just so simple and pure.

i still love pink though.

im rambling like crazy.

pinkprincess_xo @ 2007-04-10T16:49:00

2007-04-10T20:55:44Z

i said i wanted to do these things over spring break.
     - get wasted every night.
     - get tan.
     - go somewhere.
     - finish my college applications. (essays)
     - see my sister and my friends.
     - clean my room.
     - find a prom everything. dress, date, shoes, etc.
     - see my dad.

have i done any of these things?
     - i haven't gotten wasted any night. last night i drank a little bit. thats all.
     - im still pale as a ghost.
     - i haven't left the state besides goin to philly for a college interview.
     - i still need to do my essays. but i did hand in an application.
     - saw my sister for like a half hour. and ive seen a few of my friends.
     - haven't gone near my room.
     - haven't even begun the whole prom deal.
     - and i have yet to see my father.

clearly spring break hasn't been anything special for me. buhhh.
i better make the rest of this week fun. and make up for the fun i didnt have last week.

pinkprincess_xo @ 2007-04-04T20:30:00

2007-04-05T00:37:26Z

what if i had a thing on the side?
made ya cry?
would the rules change up?
or would they still apply?
if i played you like a toy?
sometimes i wish i could act like a boy.

i guess ill start typing my research paper now.

pinkprincess_xo @ 2007-04-03T19:33:00

2007-04-03T23:44:11Z

hmm. not entirely sure whats going on.

over spring break i want to: (in no particular order)
     - get wasted every night.
     - get tan.
     - go somewhere.
     - finish my college applications. (essays)
     - see my sister and my friends.
     - clean my room.
     - find a prom everything. dress, date, shoes, etc.
     - see my dad.

yesterday i sat in a bar for 4 hours writing part of my research paper. got like half of it done too.
but im finding lotsss of difficulty writing the other half now. buhh.

pinkprincess_xo @ 2007-03-28T23:29:00

2007-03-29T03:30:18Z

i have respect issues.

i know this.
we all know this.

pinkprincess_xo @ 2007-03-27T16:54:00

2007-03-27T21:27:29Z

and that is a false statement.

mad people are asking when we can hang out and im just like uhhh spring break? hah ill be so busyy, fantasticcc.

nothing i say can justify it, but its not my fault the way i feel.
then again, if people didnt believe rumors, there would be no issue.
or, i guess, a much smaller issue.

not a good day.

QUACK!

2007-03-26T21:32:42Z

teen runaway, youth depraved, grows tipsy off wine.
but baby makes a sweet embrace, a gift so very hard to find.
you can't go home high, not tonight.

not that anything bad is happening
but i want something good to happen.
i dont know what. or with who. just something.
hah, good things are happening all the time though.
i guess im just expecting too much from life right now.
maybe im looking for something fantasticcc, i dont know.

now that i changed my mind, its always around.
whats with that? honestlyyy. hahah that would happen to me.

YOU ALWAYS WANT WHAT YOU CAN'T HAVE.
true statement.

whateverrrr, life is good.

pinkprincess_xo @ 2007-03-22T21:39:00

2007-03-23T01:45:26Z

lots of things have changed.
and i think thats fantastic.
hopefully, no matter what happens, ill be happy.

sometimes i say things, and they come out totally wrong.
then im just like omg did i really just say that?
so then i try to get it right and say it how i meant to and i make it even worse.
i should really learn how to word things so they come out correctly.
i just get flustered sometimes i guess.

pinkprincess_xo @ 2007-03-09T21:32:00

2007-03-10T02:40:37Z

sunday: i was still grounded.
monday: no school. laura picked me up. we got food. then our paychecks. cashed them and then went shopping. horrible experiance.. cuz i spent most of my money. then we picked up her brother from practice, dropped him off and went shopping again. spent the rest of my money.
tuesday: school. cashed my tax money and went shopping with my mother and spent all of that money.
wednesday: school. babysitting. i had to play in the snow. and it was cold. me and laura went to the gym and then got food.
thursdsday: school. meeting with ms. perry. home. food shopping with mother. dinner.
today: school. rory got a job. started packing for florida. trying to finsh that up now.

tomorrow: sats. booo. then i have to go to my grandparents house. and then work. fun day.
sunday i have work and then the stupiddd luggage check/waste of my lifeee.

pinkprincess_xo @ 2007-03-04T21:20:00

2007-03-05T02:31:26Z

monday: school. babysit.
tuesday: no school. lunch and shopping with laura.
wednesday: school. babysit.
thursday: school. basketball game. i was SO heated and lost my voice. it was crazy. we lost even though the other team wasnt that good. we should have won. the refs were horrrrrible. they lost the game for us.
friday: school. cleaned my room halfway. partyyy at jaimes. chris is attached to me hahaha he followed me around all night. buhh. he left and then cops came. lovelyy. not even getting into thatt.
but yeaa, now im grounded. perfecct.
saturday: work.

i made dinner last night and tonight.
trying to talk to my mother more.
"i hate to say it, but you're smarter than ------"
hahah at least i know its true now.

pinkprincess_xo @ 2007-03-04T13:58:00

2007-03-04T19:00:27Z

obnoxious much? i changed my colors of my journal and they hurt my eyes alot.

mehh, things are okay.

friday night was crazzzy. cops love me.

home at 4 am was a bad idea, i wasnt allowed out last night.
probly not tonight either..